i'm seriously thinking you are trolling or something man,if you really that cornered in life fix some stuffs first..
also you will still get 'bad' or whatever people in 5k or even in 7k too,it doesnt really matter wherever you go up it's just gonna be the same
It looks like a troll or just a drunky depressed guy from his ranked marathon turning into a losing hellride.
In fact, I'm torned between laughing hard or crying hard : Guardian IV, 5k8 games played, lul.
Anyway, in case you are not trolling : welcome to addiction. Get cured, heal yourself & feel better. Don't accuse a game itself or its devs to ruin your life if YOU are the only cause. Jeez, I don't even see the point of replying actually.
Is this a copy pasta? I am afraid it might not be because OP has 5k games and is still Guardian.
Yeah, if this isn't a bait, please quit dota, find a job, and seek help. The chances of Dota being anything more than a hobby for 99.999% of people are 0. Being sucked into anything so deep that your real life priorities fall by the wayside is dangerous, and typically some form of escapism. If you're having trouble somewhere in your life, face that head on. Don't like your job? Learn a skill at night, and work to switch careers. Feel lonely and trapped? Work hard and save to move. Struggling with mental health? Find a therapist or support group. Dota will never fill those holes.
Good luck brother. Step away from Dota for a while and evaluate.
Ok think OP is trolling, doto is a leasure activity, meaning its non profitable, so logic behind leaving everything to play doto is flawed in the start so i doubt that anyone is dumb enough. Even a child knows that he can't earn money while sitting on PC playing games, streamers are less than 1% and successful streamers are 1% of that 1% and they are successful at this time who knows what future brings i doubt theres 1 streamer out there who thinks of his job as an stable carrier in the long run.
Hell yeah bro i quit my job knowing i haven't made a penny playing dota or streaming it in the last four years, i have really severe brain damage right?
I have a job interview today, I hate 9-5, i hate working jobs i hate for shit pay, but damn bro guess what? that's REALITY right duded? i'm an autsitic brain damaged piece of diarreha that doesn't have the courage to take a kitchen knife and slash open my throat.
Yeah yeah yeah 9-5 diarrhea again and there's no other option anymore or an illusion of another option or lifestyle just the same diarrhea, yo bro can you give me the courage to kill myself? thanks
yo guys it's not 5k games, its 12k games, i have an older account before this one from 2012-2016 that houses ~ 6k hours, guys I'm so autistic what should i do? i have severe brain damage i thought i could pay my bills playing dota 2 and steraming what should i do guys?
Man captain pro
Captain pro i wish i was you, employee of dotabuff, 600 top rank in world, man i just came thinking of what it's like to be you, and man you sound smart too with your grammar and paragraph formation, and word usage, man i just wish i could be you so bad
yeah ive just got a 24hour ban aswell it's a joke really all the good games in comparison to a couple where get reported and am 24 hours banned will be upset if im in low priority aswell after
As Captain said, please don't play any DoTA and start to figure out your life first.
First of all, you must be willing to change. In real life, you have needs, you have responsibilities, your life is meaningful, you need a goal. You have to change, for the better.
Talk to your parents or your friends, don't feel embarrassed, tell them your problems, again, if you really want to change you don't need to be embarrassed about your condition.
How to forget DoTA? Uninstall it, don't play it, sell your account with your items in it, forget about it. Try to look some motivational videos in YouTube (it's free!), n so on n so on.
Good luck OP!
you quit your job for some guardian pub games dude, damn that's some serious choice in life
I think all the Dota toxicity and flaming has started creeping into your self worth. You are not what random strangers on the internet tell you you are. Your life seems like it’s in a vacuum being sucked into oblivion right now, right?
You seem very passionate about Dota and that is a very good quality. Passion about anything is what life is all about. Money comes and goes but maintaining passion will take you far if you can channel it.
Add me if you need someone to talk to bro :fist bump:
Maybe this ban is a chance for you to figure out yourself my man. Maybe it’s a sign.
I have a job interview today, I hate 9-5, i hate working jobs i hate for shit pay, but damn bro guess what? that's REALITY right duded? i'm an autsitic brain damaged piece of diarreha that doesn't have the courage to take a kitchen knife and slash open my throat.
NO SHIT SHEROLCK! Nobody likes working, dotabuff loged into my phone is my only escapism while im slaving, my colegues are narcs if i say something bad about company or complain im gonna get fucked i even avoid complaining to my frineds because rumors are the things that can cost you promotions and bonuses these days, if you want to do well you have to be good corporate drone.
But if i find some activity that will feed me and put roof over my head you will be the first to hear about it! Until then im gonna stick to my shift, thats life you get born, have a happy careless free childhood then go to school where you think you have problems, until you find a job and realize how shitty life really is and you have to do it until you die or get to pension. Not everyone's aunts is a millionaire and left him inheritance.
If OP has mental health issues I think seeing your doctor and a psychologist to work out a mental health plan would be a good idea. If your currently unemployed then it might be a type of acute depression caused by the unemployment.
For my own part I like my 9-5 (although sometimes the hours are 9-9 like today). It certainly is better than shift work since you always know you’re going to have a weekend.
dude honestly whatever games you have it doesnt matter,when you know how to improve on this game you'll improve naturally i think
hell,it's probably good that you have a fucking 12k games,it maybe you already understand whatever voice comes from this hero or spell or
items
the problem is that if you reality or real life sucks you won't be have enough food etc or whatever to sustain your brain to learn the game,also you'll keep thinking abut your real life when you play the game,etc etc and you will feel suck playing the game with guilt feeling so you probably can't play it 100%
https://www.dotabuff.com/topics/2019-02-03-lifestealer
if u want mmr why dont you follow this guide just to relieve your stress,spam lifestealer and get done with it
just tried today using ls at my smurf and this dude can solo carry your games
I too almost sold my soul to Dota 2. Although now that I have abandoned the passion, it doesn't feel as bad as I imagined. I may have poured too much time and soul into it. But the process of sacrifice and gain was worthwhile. I could have wasted my time on something else, and I'm glad it's Dota that came into my life. A magnum opus of video games. It is no shame to spend years being bad at the most complicated game in the world. The damage I received from my addiction may be heavy, but this will serve as a good lesson that commitment requires a balance of passion and rationality. I was not fated to play the high skill Dota I dreamed of. It is after 3 years of denial, I've come to acceptance. This but a small price.
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Quit my job to play, have no income, have no money, owe lots of money, going to lose my home in a few weeks if i dont get money, get banned by the players in this game who don't fight and afk farm camps
hey, disgusting people who made this game, i gained +700 mmr in 7 days, am i pro yet? when can i play with people who are normal consistently? never right? because it's rigged?
https://www.dotabuff.com/matches/4397598323
all crap players, when you look at their recent and future games, disgusting game, when is it gonna get better valve? i gained mmr, why hashnt nything changed yet? so i wasted the last decae of my life yeah?
i didn't even give up that game and tried SUPER hard till the end, till my hands bled and my fingers nearly broke i tried so hard i nearly sold an organ to try hard and win, and what iget in return? a ban, i can't even play on mya ccount, that's awesome