Thx btw. But my parents wont allow me play in home. I had pc (which i saved money and did some work) but they hid and and it finally broken and i lost my pc. Fuck this life. I rly jealous some ppl who freely play peacefully and free. I had lot of problem when i had pc. My parents sometimes turn off computer while i play. Idk i just loves computer games. They hate me. I remember my dad told me fuck off with ur pc from my home.I would be 5k+ if i had a diffrent parents. Rn i got no money and wanted to play.
^Is ok bro,Dota is just a game it's not important if it's compair to alot of things in your life,like parent for example
@OP literarly same shit my dad wouls do same very angry thata qhy i never played dota in my home tryed and got rekt
i also dont have computer 7 years only laptop for working so i go to gamecafffes pay 5 euros every 2nd day :(
I just wanted to get better at this game nomatter what i want to show my passion through the game.
Well u better go through it slowly man at least make a plan 4 future life and do something to reach that life so ur time isnt just wasted not even playing dota! For example i wasnt able to play more than 2 matches in a normal day this year so i chilled and played not full tryhard but instead i started analysing dota itself abd why ppl cant gain mmr and improve and also started talking with ppl like cookie about this and as the result i totally feel better. Make ur own plan man wasted time aint going back
Im planned to be psylogist. I enjoy helping ppl on improving and helping. Irl i feel im rly discriminated and poor. Btw now i proud that i improved 1.7 to here.
LoL, I'm literally doing whatever the fuck I want.
I don't understand how some people are still restricted by their parents to the degree where their shit gets hidden from them. Maybe that's the reason why I'm such an asshole tho.
The result of being free af as a kid (till 18 at least) is totally reverse care not tp fall off the cliff blunt in mature decision making!
And @op nice i wanna be a uni prof of psychology. I suggest u put some time reading books it's something normies dunno and it's u can never find the stuff thats written in books online. And the shit is lit majority of ppl are stupid tho so they would discourage u
I have a pc with good ping but I still play on cyber cafe coz I'm more comfortable there. Also, updating dota everytime is bothersome. Besides, I can only play max 4 games a day coz I have work everyday.
Nah, avg home.
I never had a high end PC until I was older and worked for it. I remember when i had a AGP GT 7300 512MB and tried paying crysis on that with a shitty AMD Barton 3200+ Single core and 2GB DDR 1 RAM and Nforce 2 Ultra board. Oh boy, the times back then..... :D
I remember when i was 19 and finally got myself real highend hardware. Really made a huge difference.
But my parents never gave me any restriction on using my PC, I could basicially play and do whatever I want. If it wasn't for that, I probably wouldn't have been such a PC nerd in the first place. In the end I am quite happy about it, since I am a person that can get productive if given time and enough boredom. I mean there aren't many people out there who build their own notebook and made their own soundsystem with drivers because they werent satisfied with their old notebooksound.
Not to mention are studying somehting while being basicially self employd and earning enough money for pretty much anything I need.
You can't even control your mind to get over a online game that won't benefits you and said
I would be 5k+ if i had a diffrent parents
This is just not right.
You plans to be psylogist?
What is this syndrome of yours now? can you explain?
wp blunt ur home is very nice and chilled ...i can imagine u have ur own big room while mine is 2m squarded lmao bed TV closet thats it
It's not unrealistic, considering that he's around 4k right now and barely is allowed to play and has a shitty enviroment to play in, it's entirely possible for him to reach 5k if given enough time. So saying it's not right is infact, not right.
Let him be a psylogist if he wants to, he's obv. young, his bevhaivior seems completely normal to me considering that he's at the younger spectrum.
EDIT:
I actually have my own house, currently not living in there tho because I am studying quite a distance from the place where the house stands, so instead if simply rented it out to an old dude.
I am currently renting a room which isn't big either, but it's enough for my notebook collection. Don't really need the space since I neither have a car or anything big like a TV etc.
Due to the fact that I had a lot of time I also went in and tried a LOT of different things, like moviemaking, programming, server management, modding, overclocking and much more. The only thing I have literally no knowledge of is making music.
Here some examples:
Here was an aimbot from a serverside hack I made, the thing is, this hack was NOT detectable by any Anti Cheat program. I personally never used it in any e-sport match but I did lend it out to a german teammate which used it a couple of times, he never got caught and cheated himself up. Obv the settings shown in the video are the more extreme settings if u don't really give a damn and are just playing normal pubs:
I also did some experimental video editing stuff like syncing, coloring and some other things. Note that this video is VERY basic and it's pretty much a thing i did like 7 years ago, I'm aware it's far from hard to make.
here is something more up to date:
https://vimeo.com/209989880
I couldn't upload the Video on youtube because apparently the Audio quality was good enough to make youtube bitch about copyright. You can actually hear the big subwoofer I build in the notebook, also the custom light on the RGB keyboard which I made as well.
it's not a syndrome it's common ppl focus on what they dont have and cant do. just list out what u do have and what u can do to get closer to ur goals in any way u'd be fine
@sia thx i agree with that
@blunt in my country some ppl playing pc game they treat as a syndrome. I mean they understand dota, csgo as a bad things. So they restrict. Mongolia is rly shit country imo. Filled with mindless retards. Btw do u enjoy living in ur own country? Im not
@1 ice tea its rly hard question. Sometimes i regret i born in wrong country. I rly had a big problems. I never felt respected. I discrimnated and restricted lot in irl. I just wanted to leave here asap.
Yeah I love my country, it lets me live like I want and is generally healthy and nice here. People here actually respect the gaming community. Most aknowledge the scene for what it is.
hearing that some people treat gaming like some kind of mental sickness is kinda hilarious.
I heard denmark is happiest country to live. Its kinda cool that ppl respect gaming. Thats just wow. Tsm/astralis boys kinda made this. I want do the same
Yeah Denmark was the happiest country in the world for a very long time and might still be. idk about the current thing.
i'll cum in ur country or some europian probably after im done with college. just gotta get dat scholarship to go
@OP
I have exactly same feeling as you when I was 15-19 but as I get more experience I have learned to like what I used to dislike,respect what I didn't early on,humble down my ego.
And now I feel I am a very lucky person as I live most of my day happily and grateful of what I have now.
Uncondition yourself is the key
These things can't happened overnight.
Try to start with change your little bad habits,do the things that you didn't do before (good things,don't you get caught at selling drug and said I ask you to xD) and eat the food that you don't like to.
DOES EVERYONE KNOW WHAT A PSYLOGIST IS OR IS IT JUST ME
obv its psychologist but why hasnt anyone at least mentioned it correctly lmao
Idk ppl still got it. :laughing:
Idk ice tea i feel im kinda poor no gf no money no grades no work no mmr. But still i got some loyal friends
Man boy you are sad if you're that desperate to play son. Find other things to be passionate about. Be at least 2 dimensional.
How old are u man, if you are still young before university, play, have fun, make friends, because later on, you wont have time for doing nothing, a relationship,PFFFF, you dont even have time to take a shit, like for me i an 20 in my third year of University, and i really dont enjoy things anymore, i wish i could play dota, and parents breaking pcs is normal, i just had to do a Windows reinstall in the last 15 hours because there was a Browser Hijacker that my dad installed hidden on 2tb of data, and i could not find the fucking thing, because it was some next lvl shit.
And i still have a gigantic test tonigh about software engineering.
lol i just remind myself i love myself (and god but i dont wanna be religious here lol) and whatever i got and is going to happen to me i dont wanna think about it like every sad little normal person. I actually thought of myself as a poor guy that his parents limit him af and i argued and fought with my parent 24/7 my life was shit but i changed the moment i asked myself what am i doing with my life. After that i changed my thnking and tryharded in every aspect of my life. I also realised im studying in top 0.1% talented students school in my country, my family is high avg financially even if my whole pc is worth 400$! And a lot of other good stuff i had that i didnt even focus thinking about.
I hope it helps. Icetea besttea
One other thing, be happy, try to look out for those little things, think about things outside your own spectrum, my friends ask me why i am always laughing, because even if i dont have time to take a shit, i still laugh about it, find other people mistakes and laught at them, look on the internet videos about dog owners coming home, or simple cat compilations,go to some forum and ask for some visual novels that will make you crieveritime, read books, play with your dogs, you probably eat dogs, so play with your cat, think about life in the shower, masturbate 2 times a day, break your records, can you even lift boy?
I am 18 rn. And im university student . I does not enjoy my class( witch is electricity supply engineer). My parents forced me study. I want change my major. I wanted to skip a year but they said no. I just choose this class the day i have to choose my class. Imo i dont rly wanna learn in university. University degree does not provide u job money. In my country like ~80% of ppl with university degree does not have job they said. Its kinda true. Btw guys is there a any good job through online?
^not really, all those adds are just lies, even if you are a web dev, you work trough normal channels, like everyone else.
I probably suggest u to find a simple job to go financially independent while u r in uni then u could change your major without caring about what ur family tells u
Thats kinda took lot time. Ppl still got lot salary without university degree. Internet is source of knowledge. Btw i dont wanna agree with my family. Which they always force agree with them. Im not a dog
^Are they pay for you or you have to pay for the Uni?
If parent pay for you I didn't see any good reason you not enjoy it while you can learn things,make friends along the way
^You are considered very lucky,try visit orphanage home and help them out,even once a month will be good.
I do it and in different race's orphanage home.To remind myself that human shouldn't be segregate by race
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Most of my money goes to cc. I rly love playing but money is the main problem. I wish i would play free during night if possible. Is some know hack handy/pan cafem